lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
yourstruly
Ephraim, Yi Qin, Qin-Qin, Ben-ben. That's ME! God have given me an interesting personality. I'm a sanguine, in another word, an extrovert. I love to be around people. Some people accused that i'm lame. Well, i do find myself guilty, sometimes. Of course, at times, you will find me in very deep thoughts. I'm created to be thinker too.
Sometimes i think too much and can be rather emotions-driven. Curious about my love life? Well, the love of my life is God! I love gorry, bloody and gruesome movies and thrillers, such as SAW 1,2,3 ; Mindhunter; When a stranger calls etc. Jazz musics are pleasing to my ears. Buildiing a strong and biblical guys group to win the world is my vision!
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
teachers of the Word--- WATCH OUT!!! (Part 2)
-12:27 AM
Wow! you really have patience! haha. Cos there was another test of my commitment to my another sheep, aloy.
As we were riding halfway thru, he was sharing about tml he got to be at rc at 11am for housekeeping. Initially, when he asked me whether i can go, i told him i cant. becos the next day, at 2.30pm i have to attend Combined Team Rally (CTM); after that Dennis meeting the ULs; and then celebrating apinun's birthday. So it will be a long day for me and i didnt want to be a 'walking zombie' on sun! after explaining myself, he just replied with a "orh, then nvm lor". I didnt really realised anything wrong until i noticed that he was rather quiet for quite soemtime.
So i went up to him and asked whether everything is alright. Though he said he's ok, it was obvious that he wasnt! So i asked again, and in fact he felt a little 'unfair', saying "You all so good. no need to wake up early. Only i need to wake up early to do housekeeping." After listening to him, i told him that i'll be at rc at 11am to do housekeeping with you. Though at first he rejected my help, i insisted on coming down. But guess what?.... My heart was crying out "NO!!!!!!!!!" haha... anyway, i still went down the next day!
But the whole journey to rc was really a tough mind battle! before i leave the house, i was thinking "should i go down? i haven sleep for whole day le. i'll be a zombie later leh....And he dun really need me afterall since there will be others helping him. And he........." All sorts of reasons were bombarding my mind all the way from my house till on bus 291 to rc. even on the bus 291, i was thinking of just letting the bus turn back to interchange and i'll take a bus back home to sleep.
The truth is that all the reasonings that came to me mind were REAL REASONS! It was not excuses. i was really DEAD tired! I really had the right to not go for the housekeeping as there were really the housekeeping team to be there to clean! HOWEVER, i really wanted to show aloy that i am committed to him as a shepherd, leader and friend!
At the end of the day, i arrived at rc and realised that housekeeping is cancelled! hahaha! What a joke man! Of cos, I still went for all the meetings. But, everyone who met me knew somthing's wrong with me. I was not the 'active and crappy' yi qin. I was tired. The fatigue even affected me till monday!
even so, i didnt regretted! Becos i was really convicted of what i did- committment to my sheep! =)
