lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
yourstruly
Ephraim, Yi Qin, Qin-Qin, Ben-ben. That's ME! God have given me an interesting personality. I'm a sanguine, in another word, an extrovert. I love to be around people. Some people accused that i'm lame. Well, i do find myself guilty, sometimes. Of course, at times, you will find me in very deep thoughts. I'm created to be thinker too.
Sometimes i think too much and can be rather emotions-driven. Curious about my love life? Well, the love of my life is God! I love gorry, bloody and gruesome movies and thrillers, such as SAW 1,2,3 ; Mindhunter; When a stranger calls etc. Jazz musics are pleasing to my ears. Buildiing a strong and biblical guys group to win the world is my vision!
Thursday, March 24, 2005
poor little soft toys... sob sob...
-9:20 PM
haha.. our class deco is super special n unique lor!!! haha... very class who walk pass our class is like... "wow... this class is so childish lor..." ...i think our message wasn't delievered clearly... the theme was suppose to be a little scary isn't it.??? but i think the deco looks very cute... i think i really like it... it is very 'new'... the first time having this kind of class deco... cool sia!!! ...but i think starting is rather distracting... i kept looking up.. haha... but slowing then ok liao lor... reallly thanks for mr ong for giving such a good idea... haha... but thanks to the whole class man... everyone put in effort for the deco sia.... btw... after saying so long... i didn't say how the deco was like... haha... everyone took their own soft toys and hang it on the ceiling wif a black card on it... one side.... we write how were we in the past... then on the other side we wrote wat we would wanna see.... areas which we wanna improved on.... ya.. so that's about it.. haha... come and take a look.... haha..
Monday, March 21, 2005
GOD!!! give mi determination!!!
-10:20 PM
arr... it's reallnot easy to over a sin that u have been struggling for years!!! it is really HARD!!! i really can't seems to stop myself!!! i really felt so filty... so unworthy of Him.... GOD... i really need u to really give mi the strength to overcome it!!! i noe i can't do it on my own.... i did u!!! help mi GOD!!! ...
Sunday, March 20, 2005
yeah!!! praise GOD!!!
-12:08 AM
haha... so happy... really wanna GOD sia... still remember that my grp's attandance sucks rite... WOWO!!! todae for service i have reach 5!!! haha... PRAISE GOD!!! for the past few weeks attandance have been 0.... 0..... n still 0but todae... FINALLY break 0!!! haha... i really see GOD doing miricales in my life man!!! those who r not committed also come... it was really such a great motivation to really trust GOD!!! that wateva may seem to impossible to us is always possible to Him!!! i am really so convicted that my whole unit can really hit 20 by end march... n i really so convicted man!!! GOD bless all...
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
api oh api...
-12:48 PM
apinun... oh... such a poor thing... he is my leader..a on sat... we had our service and i didn't see hm.. so i ask my fren where is he.... so he say that api broke his nose... welll... coz he is usually quite lame.. s i tought that he was just merely joking... so i didn't take much notice of it... so after service we went to have our dinner... and they suddenly ask..." u wanna go visit api???" ... arr... " u mean it's true???!!!"oh no.... so we went to his hm... as he had went hm to rest after visiting the hospital... when i saw him... arr.. his face was swolen.. n specially his nose... it was such a sad thing to see!!! he had always been rather charming... really... he was handsome... and i think he must be very sad... haiz... he is really a poor thing... he had come to singapore from thailand and he is actually living alone... that means tat there is no one to look after him... sad... i have been visting him for bout 3 days liao... but on monday when we got to his hm.. oh god! his whole shirt was SOOooooooo bloody! ee...... n he was holding a towel in his hand putting at his nose to stop the bleeding... arr.. that hurt all our hearts.. he say that he have beeen bleeding since morning till we come... which is bout evening liao... his whole face was pale... n he just look so sick... while talking.. he suddenly went to the toilet.... n his nose stared to bleed again... it is really like the tap... just keep flowing n flowing... just wouln't stop.... i even took the pics of the bloody scene... really pray that he will really recover faster!!!! may GOD be with him always!!!
-12:48 PM
-12:30 PM
hiaz.. it's exam agin... this week have been very stressed for me. this whole week there is exam n i have beeen studying for quite hard already... i think so... haha... i have to follow-up on my guys... study for the exam.. preparation for the sec 1 camp... planning cg etc... arr.. very stressed! sometimes really feel so tired n feel like letting go of everything in my hands and just slack!!! ... but i know i can't afford to do so... yesterday as i am studying for my chemistry and physics... i toatlly could not concentrate... ni am just so distracted... i pray n pray... seeking GOD for peace within... haiz... thank GOd in the end i counld finally concentrate... but it was quite late lioa... no choice... like usual.. have to sleep at 12++am... todae when i sit for the paper and flip open the paper... i was really ... ... SHOCKED!!! there was quite some question about chapter 5 and i wondered... ' did teacher set the paper wrongly?' oh no! i didn't kinow that chap 5 was included and that means that i didn't study for it!!! shit la... comfirm get bad results one... haiz... ... tml is our last 2 paper and we can rest already... but teacher said that the a-math wil not be easy and mr ong told us that it is difficult.. oh no... better pray hard!!!