Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me

When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation

Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender

Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king

Ephraim, Yi Qin, Qin-Qin, Ben-ben. That's ME! God have given me an interesting personality. I'm a sanguine, in another word, an extrovert. I love to be around people. Some people accused that i'm lame. Well, i do find myself guilty, sometimes. Of course, at times, you will find me in very deep thoughts. I'm created to be thinker too. Sometimes i think too much and can be rather emotions-driven. Curious about my love life? Well, the love of my life is God! I love gorry, bloody and gruesome movies and thrillers, such as SAW 1,2,3 ; Mindhunter; When a stranger calls etc. Jazz musics are pleasing to my ears. Buildiing a strong and biblical guys group to win the world is my vision!

-2:28 AM

just to update all you who are wondering what's going on in my life...

I feel so stretchedddddddddd!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!

Next week is my exam. This week is my study week, aka MUGGING week. Though i have only 3 papers to take, 2 of my subject coursework results i got D+. To even score a B overall..... i need to like get a HIGH A for my exam paper. So it's gonna be rather tough. (in fact, VERY tough! HAHA!)

As some have already know, ED1 have been divided to 2 group- led by aloy and star, to help meet the needs of people better and to see even greater growth!
With this new change, it's going to be a different ball game man! Got to lead differently, challenge differently etc. And sometimes i felt i'm not adequate yet. But i told God that i'm going to give my all! my 110%!!!

I wanna serve god so diligently that i'll make sure that no one in the group out-serve me man =D

Honestly... it's really tiring and can be stressed! (Can see from my pimple outbreak, And also my frequent missing of my bus stop due to sleeping in bus. =x) BUT... to see people's life changed and see people growing to experience god's love more and more... IT ALL WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!
yes, it's going to be hard. Yes, it's going to be tiring. yes, it's going to hurt.

but this is my spirit:



-2:51 AM

For many out there who love this song, you can't miss this:





After knowing the story, i really appreciate it so much more. As i was watching, i can't help but tears just came flowing down. I'm just so encouraged and amazed at how much faith and trust Mike Guglielmucci takes to proclaim it out loud. Man.... Hope it'll touch ur heart as much as it touched mine.

Labels: faith, trust, videos

-1:35 AM

omg! Oasis camp is just in less than 12 hours! WOOOOAAAAHHHH!!!!!! AHAHA!
i'm so excited but yet so scared.

Excited becos i know god is going to blast many people off man!
Scared becos i feel very unprepared etc. Like hosting and challenge! HAHA!

but i really wanna trust god that as i follow and trust in His guidance, he will bring me through everything!

" ... I am yours Lord, I am yours; completely abandon to you.
I am yours Lord, I am yours; wholly devoted to you..."

so, cya in 4 days time! Gonna be blasted off by Him! bye! =P



-12:37 AM

Recently, i really love to go jogging in the night! it's so cooling! As you run, you can feel the breeze blowing onto your face. And you have the road all to yourself without keep shouting "excuse me!"

anyway, i just came back from a jog with god! It's really really really so refreshing man! Every time i run, God NEVER EVER fail to speak to me!!!!! WOW!!!! =D And tonight, i had another breakthrough! I ran a distance that i never believe that i can complete in 30min! man...... that was awesome man! The feeling of a conqueror and winner, being victorious is just sooooooooooooooo........AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Indescribable man! haha.

was just talking to god about the Oasis camp, which is in 4 days time!!! WOOTT!!!!! I'm really so excited man! Those of you who think that this is JUST ANOTHER CAMP........ you are sooooooo wrong man! this time round, i promise you will be blown off by the fellowship, games, teachings and worship man! God is going to move BIG BIG BIG BIG time in this camp! So prepare yourself for a real deal of thrill man!!!

BY HOW?

By reading ur Oasis devotion!!!!!!! If you miss that, you miss out great things man! I have been indulging myself in the Oasis camp devotion and the WOG, and i have learnt tremendously! and through the feasting on God these few days, i am preparing myself for God to blast me off the camp!




-4:12 AM



Gin is cool man! haha. I've watched this more than like... 8 times? and i still think that she's SUPER DUPER ZAI lor! haha. Anyway, she TP's hip-hop's dance instructor! So if u wanna be taught be by her, join TPDE!

haha. i'm doing free advertising for them lor! haha.

coming up next...
charice pempengo




She's crazy too isnt it?! She's only 14 years old sia!!! WAHHHH!!!! MADNESSS!!!!
*hmm... i wonder if i go heaven.... can i sing like her?... hmm.... wat do you think?... haha*


-2:51 AM

2 cor 13:14
May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all.

The word communion mentioned above in the Greek language is Koinonia. This word has several meanings. but the most prominent one is Fellowship.

in the beginning of this week, I have been Fasting and Praying to seek God about my own life and the group's direction, especially about the June holidays. And ever since then, i have really been enjoying myself so so so much!!! Not because i enjoy not eating, as that is absolutely out of the question! HAHA! So why i enjoyed it so much?

Simply because- i was in fellowship with the Spirit of God! Everyday afternoon, i will take out some time to pray. And everyday, God never fails to amazes me as i drew closer and closer to Him each day!

For the past 3 days, god has spoke to me every single day!

On monday, god ministered faith into my heart while i was praying to Him!

Tues, God spoke to me about certain areas in my life that i'm working on! He gave me instructions and encouraged me.

Today,as i was bathing after 1 whole tired and long day, i just prayed in tongues. i felt so refreshed! Not becos of the water. but because the work of holy spirit!

Many times, even though we all have the Holy Spirit with us, we never treat Him with much regards. We only come to him when .... our leaders lead us into prayers? or... when... we try to replace our "OMG!"/ "SHUCKS!".

The Holy Spirit have been ministering faith to me when i felt so incapable and hopeless; joy and peace when i felt so frustrated and upset; strength to serve Him when i felt so drained and tired! It was HIM! it was not just some 'positive thinking' thingy. Holy Spirit has really been so real to me through these years, and esp this week!

HEY! Start recognizing Him as a person, welcome Him, adore Him, thank Him, and ask Him to help you. then together with the Holy Spirit, go to school and live your day, being so conscious about Him in your life! I hope you will experience the tangible moment with the Spirit like how i did! tc =D






-1:15 AM

His word
YEAH! i'm finally back officially yea? Since March till now, I have so many happenings that i just cant forget and i really want to blog about it. However, i dun have all the time in the world. So let me just share some them to u:

1. I TRULY LOVE MY CG!!!!! HEEHEE!!!
Ever since 22/3/08, ED1 have seen how god moved greatly! There were total of 8 new pple with us since then! they are none other than:
I shall not share in details. Just check out Yihao's blog (http://shinz-cool.blogspot.com/). But let me just explain why i, personally, enjoyed it so much:
- haojun joined us for cg huddle for the very 1st time! And believe he had a great time too!


- FOUNDATION. that was the Word for all of us and our group. And all of us were very convicted that we got to build our lives and ED1 upon the WOG, that will nv change!
[symbols of foundations haha..]

- pple went CRAZY! haha! everyone started to wack one another with the newspapers and went MADDDD!!!!!! Pple like howard(quiet one haha) and hao jun started to wack pple too! the scene was hilarious man! haha!

today cg huddle was fun too! haha. Had fun making the 'mango- banana-lemon- yogurt-honey- shake!!! HAHAHA!!! All 3 diff group have all 3 diff taste. some weird, some good. *Guess mine's the weird/ good one? =P

Simply... ED1 is so FUN!!! HEEHEE! I really enjoy leading this group!!! *thou i'm often kena abused..... =/


2. His promises!
Something really divine, yet scary happened. To cut story short, God gave me His promises and word through.... DEWEN!
haha. He's the SDL from west district! So no link right?! But God can truly use anyone and anything to speak to us!!!

Those promises really really touched my heart and convicts me sososo much man! (if wanna know, then come and ask me. =D) And after that friday, God had to 'slap' me several times, through His word and friends around me, to remind me to have faith in Him! YES, i may not be able, But god is more than able to do what he wants me to do! I need FAITH!!!!

these 2 are the 2 most that impacted my life greatly for the past weeks! there are more to share, and more photos. But good things must wait! so... pls wait for more! BYEZ! =D





-4:00 AM

haha. i was just browsing around when i stumbled upon these videos. O ya. some pple think that i'm lazy to blog, that's why i'm just posting videos. hmmm..... this takes MUCH discipline too k?! the time spend to find these videos... the effort to filter these videos... and how much effort i have to make to post this up! HAIZ!... bunch of unappreciative pple!!! =P WAHAHAHA!

anyway... these 2 very funny! haha. esp the 2nd video, at the sliding part! i cant stop laughing sia!!! HAHA! pls make sure u're not drinking any water while watching. i dun wish to see u wiping ur screen! haha enjoy! =D

aloy

benjamin

star

ruilin

shane

Pastor Shirley

Pastor Ben

Paster jeff

jasmine

yi hao

vanessa

ying jie

ben

denise

joyce

jacq

gideon

jooneo

gwen

EAST!!!

nicholas

geck ting

joleen

benjamin(new)

glen

prana

dennis loh

ah-be

joy

corrine may

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