lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
-12:28 AM
Oh well, i really do not know what title suits my post today. One fine sunday morning? A day with God? Aiyo! I do noot wish to waste my brain cells on these kind of stupid thinking.
Anyway, today i dreamt of a very stupid dream. Dun ask how stupid it is, cos...i also dun noe how to tell u. But the main few 'actors and actress' are derrick, me, few CCHS boys which i nv see before, my grandma, my aunt, and... my dad! haha... too lazy to tell type out the whole story. Heehee...
Today early in the morning we are SUPPOSED to have our meeting 8 at RC. But, ended up, postponed to later evening. So i went back home to 'do business' and then went to ULC, follwed by RC meeting. i thinking i really talk a lot and ask a lot during the meeting. Well, i'm really very excited about the RC and really feel compassionate for it!!!! Everytime i go there, i never fail to go and check around that the RC is in good condition! haha.. rather proud of this! =)
In the evening, we had our meeing. Talk and discuss about a lot of stuffs. If my guys happen to see this blog, please do remember to look at the positive side of *****, and not looking on the negative side of him. If you dun see him grow, he WILL not grow! And also, do to him what you want others to do to you! even thought we necer kill him or whatsoever, we ought to evaluate how we treat him man!... And i'm really excited about the 'Bring It On'!! haha... we are going to do some dumb things man! Watch out pple out there!!! WE WILL WIN!!! heez.... gts( going to sleep liao)... nitez...
ONE MORE WEEKS!!!!!!!!!! =)
Sunday, May 21, 2006
wat a holiday! haha...
-1:20 AM
WOAH!!! i'm really amazed by my own schedule during the holidays. There are a lot of activities lined up. I know that this year is a very crucial year and i should be focusing solely on my studies. teachers are also physco-ing me. However, like what i told my sheep today from "Matthew 6:33- Seek His kingdom firest and the reast will be given to you." i really cling onto this promise and i will try my best and managed both my studies and my ministries!! Those who really wanna ask me what help can u offer, i believe that the best gift you can offer is a word of prayer! i really afraid that i will be barren due to the busyness. Thus, i really pray that i will be rooted to His word and give me s strong heart man!
just some sneak preview of my holidays:
1) Rc opening- 2 june
2) Encounter Camp- 7 to 10 june
3) mission Trip- 15 to 20 june
:i will be going to some villages or slum areas in Thailand to help to shift farms, build houses, and also share the love of God to the villagers there and many many many more!
AND...... ............. ........
MANY MANY MORE!!!!
i'm really so excited about this holiday! Hope that you will enjoy yours too! =)
Friday, May 19, 2006
my results..
-1:04 AM
after mugging for so long... these are the result i've gotten...
MT: 70.5 [ A1 ]
Chem: 50 [ C6 ]
Phy: 47 [ D7 ]
SS: 38/50[ A1 ]
Geo: 30/50[ B4 ]
total: 68 [ B3 ]
EM: 67 [ B3 ]
AM: 43 [ E8 ]
EL: ~
haiz... rather discouraged... i realli got work hard leh.... but then.. ended up to be like that...
aiyo!!! arrh.... nvm... as if it is O level! ok one lar... i beliieve i can ultimately hit that 15!!!!! yeah man!
today really feel so bad. There is this gal in my class. so i SO SO SO SO SO....... haiz.... since last week onwards, whenever there is time for us to acquire our teacher, she 'comfirm bao guarantee chop stamp' will be there one leh! And sometimes we really have got questions to ask teacher, and she will always be there to lengthen the whole queue. That is so frustrating! Today, we were going through one of the paper and she keep going up the teacher for God knows why, when she got 'A' already! arrh...
feeling so bad... =(
Thursday, May 18, 2006
i learnt it thru the hard way!!! arrh....
-11:59 PM
lesson learnt: think before you speak!
today, i really felt like a stupid idiot, stupid dumbo, idiot freak, dumbo dumb dumb, brainless fool!!!!!!!! ARRH!!!
A actually told me something bout B, and A told me not to say anything. And today i was SO DUMB...and went to ask B.... ended up... i think i got A into trouble... well.... i realli felt so idiot!!! if YOU are looking into this place... i'm sorrie again... haiz...
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
...stupid fool!!!
-11:17 PM
after about one weeks...i finally found out that i can blog!!! arhh.....
Monday, May 15, 2006
an interesting mothers' day!
-12:07 AM
haha.... yesterday wa a very interesting mother day... both for mi and my mum! we went on stage to testify about how God changed my life... cool rite? haha.... my mum is so friendly that she can practically talk to anyone! from shirley... to ShuZhen... to East D.. to even East C!!! haha... interesting rite? many pple admire me for having such a great mum... i myself realli hank God too!!! for giving mi such a supportive and patient mum.... even thou at times she faces problems in her work or being discouraged... she would not vent her anger on us... she is also very supportive... like she will help mi pay for mycamp fee... and his coming mission trip... she also helping mi to pay for majority! so good rite... haha... i gg... pos more nex time! =)... btw... later LAST PAPER LIAO LEH!!!! haha...
Thursday, May 11, 2006
FINALLY!!!!! hahah...
-4:53 PM
after mugging for SO MANY WEEKS... today i can finally rest!!! no needa go to west cc mac liao loh... heehee...
i started my revision actually eralier than my friends... but seems like the same leh.. haha... that's not the point.. anyway... for this time round.. i really think that i am really hardworking like nv before!I'M SERIOUS!... really.... and i really think that it pays off... even thou i noe that i cannot get 7 A1 or all A1... but i know that i did my best... and most impt... i really exp Him!
before the intensive week start... i was telling God..." PLS PLS PLS take care of the grp! as i do my best... u will continue to lead teh grp... and things will get better.." so now... as i look back... God reallly took good care of the grp... even thou i didn't do much... haha... it's his pple after all..
last sat... it was realy different man! we had a mid-night P&W!!!! SO COOL right?!! nv try before... so i really wanna thank Nicholas for taking the initaitive to suggest and plan everything else... even thou i didn't realli wan it.. at first... but after seeing his conviction.. well.. everything went well!!! and i used taht time to talk to one of my sheep... at nite... i can feel his heart changed... his attitude changed... so cool!!! that nite i was not tired at all!!! haha... i believe that it's be cos i really enjoy talking to pple!!! yeah man!!
testimony: My geo paper... i have 3 chapters... but choose one... i somehow didn't see tourism... which is the shotest one... but i actuuly choose the longest and most things to memorise.. the next few days... my frinds keep 'pshyco-ing' me and i was tempted to changed... but God stop me... so when the paper came out... haha... tourism have got 2 full pages long of qusetion... while development... turn out to be only 3 short qusetions... and was easier... much more easier!!! haha... God bless man!!
i also realised thah... i can't really stand pple who SAY they wanna study... but end up... PLAYING!!! arrh... i just cant stand it... i'm sorrie if i hurt some of u whom i scolded.. cos i think thath's time for everything.. so studying time shld study... slack a ehile can la... but not like 15 minutes.... or evn more... it's just so unfruitfu!!!!
no matter wat... i believe God will help mi to get L1R5
15!!! if i get it... those ard me reward mi k??? haha... God Bless ya all...=0
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
SOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!
-11:34 PM
haha.... i am really excited!!!! i'm excited bout wat i can do abt the grp... excited abt wat's in the June... excited abt... EVERYTHING!!!! haha... in really wanna do something diff... rather doing all the normal mundane stuffs... i really wanna do something diff!! ( but not as extreme as alvin haha..) and there's also certain areas in the grp that i really wanna see a cahnge...have yet to discuss with dan... but... I"M REALLY EXCITED!!! hope u guys are on board wif mi!!!!!!!! =)
-11:14 PM
todae... during the geo remedial... teacher say i did not hand in the worksheet... and thus my CA1 will get zero if i still nv hand up by 5pm... i actually thought that i hand in already... so i thought that it must be at home... so i didn't worry much as i looked at some of my friends who haven hand in chionging to finish it... so i still very slack... went to buy some stuffs with aloy... and then went hm to take the worksheet and go back school retuurn to Mrs Lu..
so when i reach hm... it was like 4.30 already... so i was a little worry liao.. so i went to search for the worksheet.. but... shit!... i cant find it!!!! ARRRH!!!! at that time.. i didnt noe wat to do... however the strange things is that.. I FETL VERY PEACEFUL! woah... i thought i was supposed to feel anxious... but NO!
i really wanna trust God! i believe that the worksheet must be with her.... or thru some 'weird' way... i can find it! God... i'm waiting!!!
Monday, May 01, 2006
how sweet is your fruit??? *_#
-10:47 PM
the truth is that every child of God DO have the fruit of the Spirit! however the question is... "How sweet is yours?" when we receive God into our life... we all have the friut in us already... but it's just that how sweet is it? the friut can only gives out its aroma and fragrance when God cuts us with his Love thru His pruning and testing... yes!.. God's pruning are tough... are hard... but only thru all these... then can our thru fragrance be produced...however... there's many pple who only wanna God to be their 'blesser'... and not their 'trainer'! they does wanna God to prune them... then let me ask u... " how do u want your 'Fruit' to gives out its aroma?" these pple's fruit will just rot there and gives out pungent smell... not just harming himself... but the pple ard this person...
that is why pple often say to see how mature a person is in Christ... just look at his 'Fruit'... his life... it shows a thousand word! so how? do u wanna your Friut to rot... or to gives out its great fragrance?... choice is urs! =)