lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Sunday, April 30, 2006
WOAH!!! =-)
-9:49 PM
Today, i am so tired! i didn't got to sleep. only at mac, i slept for ard half an hour and on the bus lor... i reach hm ard 7 plus, and i have to bath and get ready to go to rc for ULM. But the ULM is really very refreshing and inspiring!
we had jas, shar and bing back with us from their trip to Thai Camp. so we have them to share with us about their exp there. there is a few things that tey share which really Struck
1)there is this pastor of her village, ard 27 people. u know how old is her??? she's 48! and u noe how old is she spiritually??? 4 yrs old only! and here she is a pastor. their living conditiions is so bad!... they slp with flies ... insects.. shit... etc... and they life is very simple! but they faith and hunger is incredible. there is no bible there and the omly way the pple can hear bout the Word is when the pastor or leaders come to preach. And whenever pastor come down, they always wanted more from them! THEY ARE SO HUNGRY FOR THE WORD!!! i really amazed by their life which are fully given to God! the weather that is VERY HOT... and that from one village to another is VERY far... however, their follow-up is not doine once a week leh... it's EVERY TUES, WED, FRI and SAT!!! wow! it's so hard. And the pastor still told jas that she thinks that she is already doing very little as compared to the pple outside! i have got to saluate them man! as i was listening to them sharing abt her, i jus cant stop thinking to myself... "wat have i been doing man?" ..."wat are the pple HERE doing man?" pple there are so hungry abt thhe Word and their thirst the Word like mad, but here we are... sermon still sleeping... playing... teaching still not paying attention! pple just didn't realise how forunate they are?!.... and one more thing is their growth... she grew from 1 to 5.., then to 12! ... but she told God "it's enough"... so for 3 yeras, there was no growth... until God spoke to her man... so in one of the X'mas service, they brought down... 100 pple!!!!!!!!!!! onlt 27... but brought 100!!! wat bout the EAst??? 120 pple... shld bring at least 300 pple!!!!! wow!!!!!! iu'm so amazed!!!
in fact they still share a lot... but it's too much for mi to post it up... and the conviction cant be read... so can ask them or evn mi more... k?
STUDY... STUDY... STUDY... STUDY!!!!
-9:10 PM
woah.. it's SAT! which means that we will needa chiong liao loh!! two weeks ago, we set as every sat we will go down to study overnite at west CC mac. normally, there would be the East C sisters And East D1 brothers there... bascially the Far East pple! it reallt very fun to study overnite together with such a big grp.. abt 10 plus pple. Whenevr we have any prob, we will go ard to seek help from another. yesterday, all of us REALLY study leh! when you see everyone study, even those who are not focus will also join along one.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
...dirty mi...
-8:28 PM
oh man... i really feel so sinful! i just cant stop... ... AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! FORGIVE MI GOD!!! =X
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
greater bonds=greater dynamics= GREADTER GROWTH!!!
-11:31 PM
today... we had our first cg in our new RC! yeah! so excited! haha... but i am really so guilty...=(
... i accidently close the lock that i am not supossed to close and those who are inside are locked inside.. while those outside are unable to come in too... i was already so guilty... and yet pple are still there saying... "yi qin! y u like that?!"... wau liao sia... makes mi even more sianz...
thank god Simon... one of the tenants... had the keys with him.. so some of the guys went to interchange and take from him... thank GOD!!!! haha...
after that... we had our... CG!!! it was very fun! pple participated and pple open up and can see that they realli enjoyed themselves!=)
i realli see how God seperated the both groups and then He made us 'merger' again... there is really a greater synergic and a greater dynamic within thegrp and esp the DMM! i really sense the whole DMM's attitude and spirit is changed.. and that pple are excited for God! i am really convicted that if this grp is to continue... or even grow even more bonded... God will definately bless our cg!!! yes man!!! =)
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
talking to pple are so fun! haha..
-9:28 PM
i just now talk to one of my guys...and i feel so relaxed after that...i saw this bro looked frustrated for this few weeks but i didnt have the time to go and talk to him... so just not i got to talk to him over msn... so he opened up and share to mi bout how he felt for this few days and weeks... when i see that he felt much better.. i too felt much better..
i really agree that we as leaders of the spiritual realm realli have to stay close with God in order to fight this spiritual battle haha... we can only lead the grp with Him leading us... Amen?! haha...
Also.. i really see the imptance of having someone to account to... someone who can allow you to 'vomit' on him... someone to be there for u.. and someone to be truthful to u! ..especially in this walk with God! really impt man! ...or u will just burst out! thank God for star.. rick.. dan... bing.. for allowing mi to vomit unto u guys! =)
-8:01 PM
wah... this year is really a hard year... i am a ULa cum a Cl.. which mean i needa take the role of a UL and Cl.. thus... it's rather hard..not only have to do a lot of planning... talking to pple.. i still needa carry out the plans... have a touch downt o very single one of my pple.. and i am having O level this year..
sometimes i realli felt that i have no time and i am incapable of doing all these that He had called to to do.. but realli wanna thank God! coz He ahve showed me again and agian that as long as i do my very best... He will honour mi!... be it my studies.. or my grp...
thou that are times i felt like give up... but i noe my life is secure in His plan! sometimes when i look at my freinds and the pple around mi... i can't help but to say that i realli thank God to have Gos!... pple out there depends on their own strength... and when things happens.. they give up and loses hope.. and have no one to turn to but friends.. who might fail you... but i noe that my plans are secure in His hands.. and that watever circumstanes i may fece... His plan for mi will Always be the BEST and will NEVER change!
To all O's brother and sister: Trust in His plan and serve Him with all your heart! cos when we honour Him... He will honour us!!! =)
Monday, April 24, 2006
haiz... haiz...
-12:16 AM
todae... i had a arguement with someone... haiz.... realli dun noe wat to do... i realli didnt meant to do it one... and i realli didnt expect her to say anything... but... things are just so unpredictable... realli sorrie bout it... i would be more sensitive... responsible in wateva i do and i really dun wanna see thid relationship get sour becoz of this... he's one of closer ---... i wanna draw closer to him to noe him better... he have got SO MUCH potential! man... i hope that he will under it... and i realli hope that God will touch his heart and s[[eak to him...
TO: ---
if u were to see this... wat i have got to say is sorrie and i am not wat u thought i was... i thouhgt of how u would feel too... realli hope that we will not drift apart becoz of this... i still have hot so much that i wanna impart to u! study hard...=(
Saturday, April 22, 2006
...resurrection...
-10:17 PM
haha...this blog has now finally RESURRECTED!!! yeah! this will be a place.. for mi to post up my blessings... my thoughts and some things that has happened to my life... haha... =)